Dear Dad………

We were close, backed each other up and never let anyone come in our way;
I don’t understand, how this all changed in one day.

There’s times at night I cry, thinking bout all things that happened;
I wish that I could change, things that went wrong back then.

It kills me to know, our relationship is not the same;
Our bond was the strongest and its hard for me to tame.

I never meant to hurt you or cause you any pain;
On my heart and mind, its caused a lot of drain.

I know its hard for you to deal with the choice I made,
To walk around and act as if everything is okay.

I don’t know how to comment on everything that went on;
I just wish the entire incident, was all of sudden gone.

Words cant explain, on how sorry I feel;
And this something everyday, that I have with to deal.

Growing up into an adult, there’s mistakes that I will make;
& you’re to except me no matter what’s the give & take.

Daddy, all I know is that I love you;
And there’s  not a moment that you’re not on my mind with everything I do.